Banning People

This is a very very hard thing to do, because it involves being aggressive and taking an action that puts you in the eyes of everyone around you. It is even harder to do to a friend. I won't go into it, but I was shocked and amazed at him and had no option but to ban him from Boots Beach. It was unlike anything I have seen there before and to be coming from a guy like him.. I couldn't believe it. But what he did was offensive, aggressive and on purpose. Maybe he will take back what he said but it hurt alot of people's feelings, and I had no choice but to take steps to make sure it never happens again.

It makes me sad when people get angry and aggressive, jealous and hateful, or act without thinking. I know it will always happen, all over the world, and I do it too.. but seriously.. its either pathetic or stupid or both, and I know I've been guilty of it, so has everyone. I think we all just need to calm down and think for a bit before acting. Not everyone shares my ideal of putting others first, of course, but I don't know how anyone could ever find deliberately hurting or using someone an attractive idea.

I don't know.. just too many things wrong with the world and the people in it (yes including me..) and I had hoped SL would be different, a place where issues could be set aside and people would just co operate. But it seems like people, whether it is on purpose or by accident, will always be assholes. Although saying that.. there really are one or two people I have met here that have never shown anger towards someone or hated them or been mean to them. They are precious and few, and I hope that I can learn something real from them that will help me be less of an asshole :)

Esmie xXx

Second Pride

Its a huge thing. 6 sims rented, over 140,000L$ donated (Nearly half by the Beach Bums). All kinds of amazing activities and events are planned, have happened and tried to happen. Like the parade which was so incredibly badly planned that I almost died laughing. It was to go through a couple of the pride sims, and as many people were encouraged to turn up as possible. Full sims + parade route = balls up! Hardly anyone could move between sims and running around with Jamie, Celty, Sydney and occaisionally Canterbury was hilarious as we all desperately tried to find where the hell the actual parade was taking place. I'm not sure if we ever found it, but we eventually ended up going back to the beach and having our own little party there :)

Here is a pic of the party that sprang up around the LM as people gave up all hope of ever getting to where the parade was apparently taking place.

The big rainbow hat is being worn by Boots and the 'Bums are surrounding him, paying tribute to his great and unequalled gayness. Or something.

The sims are great to explore at times of little lag and there are many unique and cool items for sale that aren't available anywhere else. Every gay in SL should visit and explore at least once. All profits generated by the event go to a very worthy RL charity. But hurry.. its only on for a few more days! :o

Esmie xXx

Pillow Update!

Yeah it worked well...

Esmie xXx

Pillows!

Pillows. Much more comfortable to sit on than pose balls, they look better and they are also incredibly good value. The ones I use can be found at Pillow Talk, which is one of the greatest pose stores in all of SL. True originality and some beautiful animation means no home in SL is complete without something from Pillow Talk.

Available from there are numerous animations, everything from reading a book and stroking a cat, to leaning on a railing to sleeping under a duvet to sitting with your partner and occaisionally.. doing the naughty stuff. Many of the pillows have an awesome feature where if one person sits on it, it is a single pose and if another person sits on it, you smoothly transform into a couples pose. It's beautifully done, and some even have multiple couples poses built in, changeable with a single button press.

I have the "Quiet Time", "So Comfy", the two bridge stand ones, used to have "Hold Me" (Until the Lindens lost it) and now I have "Complete Me" which Gabe has given me as a housewarming present.. thanks Gabie <3

In this sexy photo I am trying out the single sit pose, and cannot wait to grab some Kitten and try the rest of the poses out.. Gabe assures me they are suitably.. y'know.


Gabe is putting on a little get together for a few couples today and I seriously cannot wait.. it will be so much fun!

Esmie xXx

A Slightly New Look

As I am now a native of the Maupiti island chain in the gorgeous South Pacific region known as French Polynesia, I figured I should look the part. I found the 'islander' skin from Aitui in my inventory, which I bought a long, long time ago. I then went to Aitui (What the Hell would I do without that place) and got myself a Maori tattoo for my upper arms and I also got a single shark tooth necklace from Sinistyle. I now like to walk around topless, my perfectly bronzed muscles on show, with a tight pair of low, wrecked jeans from DMC and maybe shoeless or in sandals. I wear a tank when I have to... But I like being properly naked too, as these pictures show.. :P

Look Very Closely.. Yup Its There!

Esmie xXx

I got a Job!

I'm not buying any land. (Sorry to Abbott, its nothing personal). Gabe offered me a chance I just could not say no to. I am gonna become a concierge for the Chant Newall Development Group, specifically for the Maupiti double sim, which is a very realistic representation of the actual South Pacific Islands of the same name. I get to help out residents, solve problems and improve the sim generally, as well as suggest ideas and solutions to the managers.

As payment... I get a 2048 plot free, with house etc, free use of the sim, an expenses account to help make everyone's lives better, and a salary too.

It's going to be so much fun, I can't wait to get started and it will give me plenty to do after my RL bf moves back to London for the summer.. Lucky he's leaving his pc with me, otherwise I would go nuts!

This is a picture of St. Georges Island, my new home and the base of operations for the Maupiti concierge team (me). I spent today mostly rearranging the flora and putting out some fauna.. fish, crabs, corals and starfish mostly.



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If you would like to rent a plot, please contact me via IM or email and I can help you sort it out, and I will do my very best to ensure your time in this CNDG sim is as pleasant and stress-free as possible.

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Also, I have given up the RP stuff. I hadn't even handed in the application yet so its no big deal. I just can't imagine getting into it too much.. but the RP erotica will still continue, no worries :P


Esmie xXx

Post Number 60... The New Adventures of Esmiel!

What have I been doing the past few days/weeks?

Kaleo has a massive space ship thing. It's red and huge, and very cool.


I found a very awesome place called The Abbey. According to the official detail, its a place for 'vampires, nekos and she-males'. Its a bunch of gothy women, mostly. But it is a great sim, a really amazing build and has some very cool areas to explore.



Hanging around in Koreshan, I stopped for a bite to eat with some friendly locals. Tasted like chicken.

Stay tuned for more exciting escapades in the next edition of "The New Adventures Of Esmiel!"

Esmie xXx